ok i found this awesome song, but there is no code for it so i can't put it on here, BUT, i have the song on myspace, so listen if you want then tell me what you think!!!

http://www.myspace.com/xewelinax  

ok, since everyone has myspace. . . i decided to get it. so here check it out.

  http://www.myspace.com/xewelinax

MERRY CHRISTMAS, HANUKAH, KWANZA, RAMADON, EVERYONE!!!!!!

AND HAPPY/ MERRY WHAT EVER ELSE YOU CELEBRATE!!!!

thank you for hating me

thanx so much

it means so much to me

just so you know

i love you with all my heart

and nothing is ever going to change that

no matter how much you hate me

ignore me, tell me i'm stupid, tell me

everything is my fault, tell me you'll

leave me, tell me evrything you hate about me. .

just remember you mean everything to me.

ok so what do you guys think about the song Amish Paradise?

personally, i totally dig the song. . . . . .

i think it's really funny.

Weird Al rocks, at least in this song he does.

so what do you have to say?

can somebody please comment. . . . .i actually thought that someone was going to comment on that.

how dumb of me.

hello everybody

i would like to say.. .

that i feel like i'm totally insane.

but do not get me wrong. .

i am a little weird

i've got a screw loose in my head

and things aren't very clear.

i hate many people

and they hate me as well.

but there is one person who has turned my life into a living hell

this has made absolutely no sense

life goes bad sometimes. . . . .

. . . .well in my case. . ..

. . . . .. a lot.

but to make things better . . .

everyone can always us a bit of . . .

weird al.

shit i love that guy.

this video says it all.

again i'm completely speechless.

and again, another boring weekend.

jeez, i am so loaded with work now it's impossible!!

AHHHH! what can i do, nothing, cuz i've got to do it!

i've been to so many places

they were all interesting

i met so many people

i'm not going to comment on that part. .  .

i really miss al of my dear friends up in hicksville.

they were somethin

~ uh homework . . .

this stack of work is killing me

it's sickening me

seven classes a day, five classes of homework, takes me from 6 to 11

I leave at 6:30 and am back home by 5.

Jeez, I’m at school longer than most people work.

Their 9 to 5 shirts. But there are those who work longer for the green.

so much reading and writing

homework is work

and it'll seriously be even harder when I gat 2 history classes 12 grade.

Tests. . .can’t stand them.

7 midterms down, 7 to go, and 14 finals, what fun!

~I do not like science labs.

There is this one girl in my group.

Sophomore, she failed biology last year, now she takes it over

She does all the work her self. Doesn’t communicate with anyone in the group,

And bitches at you for doing your own lab.

Hey #$%@! if you did the lab and got the answers, why don’t you give it to us so we know what’s going on. . . . . .no answer form her.

So I do my own thing, she bitches for that.

I’m like I don’t give a shit!

Seriously, this girl will not see the light of day one day.

~I hate it when your walking down the street and ppl block up the side walk.

So I was standing there and politely saying excuse me. . . A little louder. . .a little louder.

6 excuse me’s later no one moved. So knowing me, I plow through the crowd, pushing everyone out of my way. This black/Hispanic - no offence, i'm cool with ya'll-  girl turns around (cuz I pushed her)

Says @#$@!. I’m like %#$! Move next time someone asks you to. My stupid friend came up to her and started apologizing. AHHHH! How can you apologize to that?!?!??!?! The girl was clearly the !%!@! In this situation!

~ one day, I will yell at a fresh ass with a perverted mind. On more time some guy says hey baby to me, . . . .we’ll just see what happens when that happens. I’ll leave it a mystery to you.

~ 4 more years until I’m 20. Teens are cool, but too much drama, and all that sissy stuff. Teenagers are noting but little mutts who constantly are begging for attention. I thought I left a whore social environment. . .looks like my new school is full of them! Don’t forget Goths, punks, posers and a heel of a lot of them, weird people, ppl with absolutely no style - not that I have any- and much more. I hate girls at school who walk around with the fancy and expensive coach, coco channel, Louis v, and all of them. Those who clearly show they are filthy rich and they live in a fancy and expensive Manhattan apartment. They make me sick.

~I’m gonna go see some dead people. $30 to see the “inner you”. there is an exhibition at the south seaport. Real dead people without the skin. . .preserved of course. I really want to know how ppl look on the inside. It’s gonna be interesting. A bunch of friends of mine are going with me.

~the pot I made in ceramics class looks so hot!!! Yeah, I’m broke. So for Christmas I’ll give my mommy my pot. My work of art which I put lots of love, time, and effort into, and did I mention it looks hot!?!?!!!!!!!! ♥

~happy December everybody. New york is nice at this time. For the past two weeks we’ve been having 60 degree weather. Now hot is that for winter weather? Lol they lit the Christmas tree at Rockefeller center yesterday. It’s so lovely.

~I am very tired and wish to sleep right now, so good night. Got anything to say, just comment and I’ll get to ya! ♥